What I'm Thinking??

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate it.

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I asked God for strength that I might achieve. I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey. I asked for health that I might do greater things. I was given infirmity that I might do better things. I asked for riches that I might be happy. I was given poverty that I might be wise. I asked for power that I might have the praise of men. I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. I was given life that I might enjoy all things. I got nothing that I asked for, but everything I hoped for. Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered. I am, among all, most richly blessed. Thanks GOD ♥

I Love Them ♥

As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me, there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.

Mah Chean Yi (Momoy)

Nicole Ding Pei Lin (Pei)

Alnes salvana (Nes)

Mohd Nazib Macpee (Nazib)

Audrey M San Juan (Audrey)

Tay Kay Yin (AhYan)

Desiree Dessy Maidi (Des)

Harvinda Hadis (Vien)

“Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.”

I Miss You All

May God Bless You And Family Always

How to deal with up and down feeling after separation?

I have been recently separated and have been trying to cope up with that separation through working (extra hours), texting my friends and relatives, surfing the net, and praying. I have been trying to keep myself busy as much as I can because whenever I am alone in my pad, I tend to miss him and just cry there. However, there are instances that even though I am busy working in the office, I will have this feeling of loneliness and I suddenly miss him and lose my focus on my work. My friends have been telling me to forget him and move on, but I don’t know why I keep on remembering him…sometimes I feel okay but sometimes I feel numb and would just cry. Do you have any suggestions for this? Kindly help me.

-Be Strong Mey-